I woke up in the middle of the night. I went to the toilet. I drank water. I got back into bed. I couldn’t fall asleep. Bad mood! Not anxious, but something felt wrong. Got up again. Smoked a few cigars. Not working! I found one last beer in the fridge. Drank it. Not working! Decided to clear my mind and go to bed. To stop thinking about her and focus on the game. It worked!
I stopped the morning alarm and I overslept. I liked the morning dream. She was in it. I still have no idea what it was about or what she said to me, but it felt good. When I woke up, I told her she was in my dream! 🙂
I didn’t sleep well because she didn’t send my any messages last night. I can’t get used to it. I can’t let go! She told me this morning that she went with her cat to the doctor. The cat is fine. All’s well that ends well!