Envy

She went! A trip! To the mountains! One day! Today! With random people! People She doesn’t know! On the web, there are people who organize mountains trips in groups. She signed up for such a trip! 

I envy Her! For the freedom! For going alone! For not knowing anybody in that trip! For knowing what She wants! For living Her life! 

I envy my Friends, I envy my Sister, I envy everyone I know! I want what they have. A better salary, a House, a Home, a girlfriend, a wife, Kids….. 

They have Freedom and Happiness. I don’t!

I bet She will not give me a message tonight when She comes back from the trip! She doesn’t care! I’m in the train. I’m crying

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