It’s time to write about my mistakes. I had two long relationships. Over a year that is! The last one with Her… 

I cheated in both. Two times each! Once in the beginning and the second time in the end. And all this years I said that I’m against cheating! I’m a hypocrite… 

Between them I met another kind and beautiful woman. It lasted a month or so. I also cheated that time. And I told her! The only time in my life when I told! 

I blamed the beer. I always blame beer! I don’t know why I cheat. Fear of commitment maybe…

And the guilt always get to me. Maybe she was right. Maybe I didn’t love Her! 😦