I saw yesterday on Facebook a post from a chess club. They have chess courses for adults next month. I called them today. They told me to send them an email to sign up. Message sent! Fingers crossed! 🙂
I didn’t find a chess class yet!
I had a rough conversation with her. But it was for the best! I need us to talk to each other. I hope I’m not making things worse!
She asked me what do I want, what do I like to do, what it would keep my mind busy. I told her that I like to ride a bicycle. She helped me understand that in fact I want to own a bicycle. My bicycle! Not doable right now!
She insisted! To tell her! To tell myself! A hobby! Something to get me out of this toxic cycle! I like to play chess!
When I was a child, I wanted my parents to enlist me to a chess class. They never did! They choose a karate class. I think I never told them that I wanted chess. I dreamt of being an internationally renowned chess player.
I will sign up for a chess class today. Let’s do this! 🙂