A troubling question

A colleague asked me today:

Why do you wake up in the morning?

My answer:

I don’t know!

O.o

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What

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,

Sugar is sweet,

And so are you. 🙂

The truth is I’m not feeling well. Same old story! Tired, hungry, empty, sad, lonely.

My biggest rant is that I didn’t do anything with my life all these years. Every day, every week, every month, every year is the same. Nothing! I have goals. New Year’s resolutions… Written on paper. They don’t work!

The sea is the only thing that makes me happy. What should I do today?

The lawyer and the sister

I called my laywer today. He said that he didn’t receive my mail. I think that he is lying! I resent the email. I met him a few weeks ago. I sent a complaint to a public institution about a law. When they replied, they put in CC all the mails from the people who sent the same complaint. I was curious! Is that legal? 

My sister called me today. Small talk! She is overworked. She wants the vacation to come sooner. She told me about her son. She told me about my parents. The usual! My parents drink a lot! My sister doesn’t drink! My sister doesn’t smoke! He asks for  money from time to time. I do not like to give her money. I give her the money because I am human or because she is my sister? 🙂 

What if? 

I did not sleep well. No dreams I think. No morning shower. I have mixed emotions. I can’t focus my mind on anything. What if? I still want to see her. I still want to be with her. I still want to be by her side. What if? I do not want to disappoint her! I do not want to make her cry! I do not want her to be unhappy! What if? I cut my nails this morning! It is not much, but at least it is a something. There are so many things that I can do to make my life better! Is there such thing as a friendship between a man and a woman? 🙂